Thursday, October 16, 2014

Friends

Its been like what 3 days ?
Since th "incident" happened
Maybe I was having a bad day 
& th actions jus added that pump
But come on ! I ALREADY SAID I WAS SORRY !
(even though i dun have to)
Th reason it cause 
I treat you like my bro & a very close friend
Even though you said "ALL THINGS ARE WELL"(well im assuming)
Call it my intuition ?! 
or its jus plain OBVIOUSLY !
There is definitely this "thing" 
smack right in th middle of us
I rally dun know what it is ?!
Maybe you have not FORGIVEN ME ?
Maybe after this you grown too HATE ME ? ?
Or you didnt like me in th first place....
Well i could be paranoid or over-thinking
But with each passing day
Things seem too be clear as day
Its not Paranoia !
You definitely have some kind 
of resentment towards me
Th way you talk, th way you act 
& th way you treat me
All seem too have changed (& in a bad way !)
Uncaring, invisible, SARCASTIC 
etc.etc. the list jus goes on & on

TO THINK ALL TH THINGS ESPECIALLY IN TERMS OF FRIENDSHIP 
I HAVE BEEN THROUGH I SHOULD BE IMMUNE TOO IT BY NOW 
I MUST HAD LOWERED TH WALLS THAT SURROUNDED ME 
DEJA VU MUCH ?
 A VICIOUS CYCLE THAT I CAN'T SEEM TO BREAK


For these few days i have been in a state of agonizing pain.
I have already put my pride aside, i think so should you
And lets be honest you were also partly at fault
You are not completely guilt- free either

Quidquid