Who knew it would be this hard too find a job 

Even if one would too find me 

its not what i wanted 

Not too be choosy & all 

But is it wrong for me too find th perfect job ? 

Sometimes i get real jealous when i see others 

Having sucha good life

Ughhh....

I feel so hopeless 

I have no idea what am i gonna do ?

I'm also afraid 

Plus i'm jealous 

I SERIOUSLY GOTTA DO SOMETHING BOUT IT ! 

Can i have a sign ?

FUCKED

After working with my BFF 

All i feel is resentment in her & that i'm a burden too her 

I totally lost my face today 

You didn't have too scold me infront of everyone ! 

I still have feelings ! 

I know you are my good friend but still 

And my BFF jus stood there....

Do yall even consider me as your close friend ?

Do i even matter ?

I'm always being left out......