Totally Relatable !
Enjoy !
I'm at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I'm slippin' from Your arms
It's getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last!
I'm awake! I'm alive!
Now I know what I believe inside!
Now! It's my time!
I'll do what I want, 'cause this is my life!
Here! (Right here!)
Right now! (Right now!)
I'll stand my ground, and never back down;
I know what I believe inside,
I'm awake and I'm alive!
I'm at war with the world cause I
Ain't never gonna sell my soul
I've already made up my mind
No matter what, I can't be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again!
I'm awake! I'm alive!
Now I know what I believe inside!
Now! It's my time!
I'll do what I want, 'cause this is my life!
Here! (Right here!)
Right now! (Right now!)
I'll stand my ground, and never back down;
I know what I believe inside,
I'm awake and I'm alive!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
In the dark,
I can feel you in my sleep,
In your arms I feel you breathe into me;
Forever hold this heart that I will give to You,
Forever I will live for You!
I'm awake! I'm alive!
Now I know what I believe inside!
Now! It's my time!
I'll do what I want, 'cause this is my life!
Here! (Right here!)
Right now! (Right now!)
I'll stand my ground, and never back down;
I know what I believe inside,
I'm awake and I'm alive!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Waking up! Waking up!
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Life Of A Soldier
First up sorry for th long Hiatu
But i have been SUPER BUSY RECENTLY !
You have no idea how busy i am !
Totally clashes with my social life !
Currently i have NONE !
Busy with family, work & army zzzz...
Ever wonder what is it like too be
A soldier ?
Well i'm gonna give you th juicy gossip !
Warning !
This is gonna be a wordy post !
(ps this is too my opinion & experience)
Once's you become a soldier
All i can say is that
You have sold your soul too
Who knows what !
Is there anything more vile than th Devil ?
But th difference is that
Th Devil gives you something in return
& as a soldier what do you get in return ?
Absolutely NOTHING !
Unless becoming a
Mentally & Physically unstable person
giving, than ya !
Not only th systems are unfair but a contradicting one
In what sense & logic is there too it that you are
NOT ABLE TOO SPEAK PROFANITY &
YET "THEY" ARE ABLE TO ?!
(even if it is jus joking with your friends)
How is it fair that they can use it on us &
We are unable too use it on them ?!
Ain't we humans too ?!
WHO ARE THEY TOO USE IT ON US
WHEN OUR PARENTS DUN
WE HAVE FEELINGS TOO !
So what do you have too do when
They start Scolding or Spurting profanity at you ?!
JUS COMPLETELY STAND THERE LIKE A STATUE & BE A MUTE
Cause EVERY MOVEMENT, EVER WORD IS DEEM TOO "In-Subornation"
You are also not able too fend for yourselves !
So y'all suppose too be all Happy & Chirpy bout it :)
Favourite word for "Them"
"CHARGE YOU !"
For even th smallest & stupidest things you do !
Things you can never imagine
They will "CHARGE YOU"
Trust me, everything you do or say earns you a PUNISHMENT !
How contradicting is that th things you are reprimanded for are
Th same things that they are doing !
ISN'T THAT LIKE
SLAPPING YOURSELVES IN TH FACE ?
Strip that rank & we're see
How much power you have in th outside world ?!
How much command you rally have !
Strip that rank & you are literally NOTHING !
WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!
That power you have on your chest
Is not meant too use it against us/me or too
Vent your fucking anger on us/me !
What y'all are doing is call Abusing Of Power !
Which clearly you are...
How can you teach us/me too be a better man
When clearly you ain't one yourself ?!
Dun forget y'all used too be like us !
Y'all know how it's like, has that power gone too your head ?!
Well i guess so
Not only being a soldier has taught me too be a useless bastard
But also how one could Feel So Twisted & Sick Too Their Guts !
It makes HELL LOOK LIKE HEAVEN !
From a mentally stable guy too an insane one
From a human too th dirt in th ground
Yes i admit i have been a
Troubled child since i was young & have a case of depression
But never could I knew that
It could manifest too something so deadly
Like Committing Suicide
Yes i thought of killing myself numerous times
Not only being a soldier has it
Stripped my Freedom & Rights
They do not recognize & care for you as a person
Your jus a Puny Insignificant Slave that takes orders !
I'm Alive, even though a part of me has died
For He can pain a lovely picture,
But th story has a twist,
Th paintbrush is a razor,
Th canvas is th wrist
All these repressed anger in me
Is gonna take it's toll
And pretty soon it's gonna erupt
Being a soldier does not turn you into
A man with morals & rights
It turns you into a
Serial Psycho Murderous path !
Not too mention a Mentally Distorted person !
Who rather lives in fantasy than reality !
You practically wish you were dead
Jus too end th pain & suffering right here & now
Whatever you say or do will always be wrong
So no point fighting it
Y'all jus a little bitch too them
So i suggest jus kill yourselves
But i have been SUPER BUSY RECENTLY !
You have no idea how busy i am !
Totally clashes with my social life !
Currently i have NONE !
Busy with family, work & army zzzz...
Ever wonder what is it like too be
A soldier ?
Well i'm gonna give you th juicy gossip !
Warning !
This is gonna be a wordy post !
(ps this is too my opinion & experience)
Once's you become a soldier
All i can say is that
You have sold your soul too
Who knows what !
Is there anything more vile than th Devil ?
But th difference is that
Th Devil gives you something in return
& as a soldier what do you get in return ?
Absolutely NOTHING !
Unless becoming a
Mentally & Physically unstable person
giving, than ya !
Not only th systems are unfair but a contradicting one
In what sense & logic is there too it that you are
NOT ABLE TOO SPEAK PROFANITY &
YET "THEY" ARE ABLE TO ?!
(even if it is jus joking with your friends)
How is it fair that they can use it on us &
We are unable too use it on them ?!
Ain't we humans too ?!
WHO ARE THEY TOO USE IT ON US
WHEN OUR PARENTS DUN
WE HAVE FEELINGS TOO !
So what do you have too do when
They start Scolding or Spurting profanity at you ?!
JUS COMPLETELY STAND THERE LIKE A STATUE & BE A MUTE
Cause EVERY MOVEMENT, EVER WORD IS DEEM TOO "In-Subornation"
You are also not able too fend for yourselves !
So y'all suppose too be all Happy & Chirpy bout it :)
Favourite word for "Them"
"CHARGE YOU !"
For even th smallest & stupidest things you do !
Things you can never imagine
They will "CHARGE YOU"
Trust me, everything you do or say earns you a PUNISHMENT !
How contradicting is that th things you are reprimanded for are
Th same things that they are doing !
Before going all high & mighty too others
Reflect on yourself
Make ABSOLUTE SURE THAT Y'ALL ARE A SANE
Than yes you can reprimand me how ever you want &
I will gladly take it !
Calling people a bitch when clearly you are one yourself
Tell me how is that even FAIR ?!ISN'T THAT LIKE
SLAPPING YOURSELVES IN TH FACE ?
Strip that rank & we're see
How much power you have in th outside world ?!
How much command you rally have !
Strip that rank & you are literally NOTHING !
WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!
That power you have on your chest
Is not meant too use it against us/me or too
Vent your fucking anger on us/me !
What y'all are doing is call Abusing Of Power !
Which clearly you are...
How can you teach us/me too be a better man
When clearly you ain't one yourself ?!
Dun forget y'all used too be like us !
Y'all know how it's like, has that power gone too your head ?!
Well i guess so
Not only being a soldier has taught me too be a useless bastard
But also how one could Feel So Twisted & Sick Too Their Guts !
It makes HELL LOOK LIKE HEAVEN !
From a mentally stable guy too an insane one
From a human too th dirt in th ground
Yes i admit i have been a
Troubled child since i was young & have a case of depression
But never could I knew that
It could manifest too something so deadly
Like Committing Suicide
Yes i thought of killing myself numerous times
Not only being a soldier has it
Stripped my Freedom & Rights
They do not recognize & care for you as a person
Your jus a Puny Insignificant Slave that takes orders !
I'm Alive, even though a part of me has died
For He can pain a lovely picture,
But th story has a twist,
Th paintbrush is a razor,
Th canvas is th wrist
All these repressed anger in me
Is gonna take it's toll
And pretty soon it's gonna erupt
Being a soldier does not turn you into
A man with morals & rights
It turns you into a
Serial Psycho Murderous path !
Not too mention a Mentally Distorted person !
Who rather lives in fantasy than reality !
You practically wish you were dead
Jus too end th pain & suffering right here & now
Whatever you say or do will always be wrong
So no point fighting it
Y'all jus a little bitch too them
So i suggest jus kill yourselves
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