Monday, August 30, 2010

I'm sucha failure as a friend
Why do people around me either suffer or have too
Tolerate my nonsense.
I know i'm not Mr Perfect. But i TRY MY RALLY BEST
too be the friend that you guys are missing in your life
Do you know i may look strong on the outside but do you guys
know what am i actually thinking inside ? i'm rally thinking of you guys
constantly 24 hr . I dun rally care for myself .
You guys are jus that IMPORTANT tooo me
Like what my tattoo says
CREDO NEMO meaning TRUST NOBODY
But i jus cannot bear too use these words for you guys
I am rally regretting in the decisions that i made for you guys
or let you guys make. Cause its the wrong one
Either way.
I know that you guys dun put me in your heart
or sometimes when i am too concern for you guys you guys will think its LAME
But not that i am being a nagging guy but
ITS JUS FOR YOUR FUCKING OWN GOOD !
YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE
I'm jus rallY SORRY
i will try my BEST.
But i do have my own emotions too right ?
I mean your human i am also human too
I'm sorry for letting you guys go through this PAIN
i'm also sorry for the two of my very BEST FRIEND
that i have HURT & NOT STOPPING FROM DOING TH WRONG THING.
You guys know who you are