But i have been SUPER BUSY RECENTLY !
You have no idea how busy i am !
Totally clashes with my social life !
Currently i have NONE !
Busy with family, work & army zzzz...
Ever wonder what is it like too be
A soldier ?
Well i'm gonna give you th juicy gossip !
Warning !
This is gonna be a wordy post !
(ps this is too my opinion & experience)
Once's you become a soldier
All i can say is that
You have sold your soul too
Who knows what !
Is there anything more vile than th Devil ?
But th difference is that
Th Devil gives you something in return
& as a soldier what do you get in return ?
Absolutely NOTHING !
Unless becoming a
Mentally & Physically unstable person
giving, than ya !
Not only th systems are unfair but a contradicting one
In what sense & logic is there too it that you are
NOT ABLE TOO SPEAK PROFANITY &
YET "THEY" ARE ABLE TO ?!
(even if it is jus joking with your friends)
How is it fair that they can use it on us &
We are unable too use it on them ?!
Ain't we humans too ?!
WHO ARE THEY TOO USE IT ON US
WHEN OUR PARENTS DUN
WE HAVE FEELINGS TOO !
So what do you have too do when
They start Scolding or Spurting profanity at you ?!
JUS COMPLETELY STAND THERE LIKE A STATUE & BE A MUTE
Cause EVERY MOVEMENT, EVER WORD IS DEEM TOO "In-Subornation"
You are also not able too fend for yourselves !
So y'all suppose too be all Happy & Chirpy bout it :)
Favourite word for "Them"
"CHARGE YOU !"
For even th smallest & stupidest things you do !
Things you can never imagine
They will "CHARGE YOU"
Trust me, everything you do or say earns you a PUNISHMENT !
How contradicting is that th things you are reprimanded for are
Th same things that they are doing !
Before going all high & mighty too others
Reflect on yourself
Make ABSOLUTE SURE THAT Y'ALL ARE A SANE
Than yes you can reprimand me how ever you want &
I will gladly take it !
Calling people a bitch when clearly you are one yourself
Tell me how is that even FAIR ?!ISN'T THAT LIKE
SLAPPING YOURSELVES IN TH FACE ?
Strip that rank & we're see
How much power you have in th outside world ?!
How much command you rally have !
Strip that rank & you are literally NOTHING !
WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!
That power you have on your chest
Is not meant too use it against us/me or too
Vent your fucking anger on us/me !
What y'all are doing is call Abusing Of Power !
Which clearly you are...
How can you teach us/me too be a better man
When clearly you ain't one yourself ?!
Dun forget y'all used too be like us !
Y'all know how it's like, has that power gone too your head ?!
Well i guess so
Not only being a soldier has taught me too be a useless bastard
But also how one could Feel So Twisted & Sick Too Their Guts !
It makes HELL LOOK LIKE HEAVEN !
From a mentally stable guy too an insane one
From a human too th dirt in th ground
Yes i admit i have been a
Troubled child since i was young & have a case of depression
But never could I knew that
It could manifest too something so deadly
Like Committing Suicide
Yes i thought of killing myself numerous times
Not only being a soldier has it
Stripped my Freedom & Rights
They do not recognize & care for you as a person
Your jus a Puny Insignificant Slave that takes orders !
I'm Alive, even though a part of me has died
For He can pain a lovely picture,
But th story has a twist,
Th paintbrush is a razor,
Th canvas is th wrist
All these repressed anger in me
Is gonna take it's toll
And pretty soon it's gonna erupt
Being a soldier does not turn you into
A man with morals & rights
It turns you into a
Serial Psycho Murderous path !
Not too mention a Mentally Distorted person !
Who rather lives in fantasy than reality !
You practically wish you were dead
Jus too end th pain & suffering right here & now
Whatever you say or do will always be wrong
So no point fighting it
Y'all jus a little bitch too them
So i suggest jus kill yourselves
